We’ve reached a year since I miscarried the only baby we’ve created. A year and a half since we started trying. I was given a fertility clinic phone number by my dr today. Now I’m just waiting to hear back. So scared and nervous for the unknowns, and for what we might find out. I pray that this is good news for us and a step toward becoming parents. For those who say I don’t know how you survive trying for that long, I was the person who said that and trust me it is absolutely as hard as you think. You keep going because your only other choice is to give up and yes, your sanity does suffer. It’s 100% as hard as you think. My heart goes out to all of you struggling.