I just need to share for a bit and be brutally honest ladies....

One of my old high school friends found out she was pregnant, 2 months before she was due to get her tubes tied. She had never wanted children, at all.

Anyways, she found out she is having twins, and is planning on terminating. And I’m trying so hard to just be there for her, and not let what I believe get the best of me.

But honestly... it just fucking sucks because we’ve been trying over 4 years now and still don’t have a child in our arms. HOW is this even my life now! WHY am I broken?!

Maybe I’m just being childish but man I’m so heartbroken. Please tell me I’m not crazy!!!