My now ex bf had been on a bender for,3 days, last night was a no show..I been having a feeling he been cheating for awhithe and at the same time I been suffering abuse from him almost since when we met. Today was it it was really the end of it all, he came back piss drunk naked on the couch throw up on the floor, I asked why he was naked, how'd he get here etc, I see his phone on the floor try to grab it, he starts getting,upset defenseive with me. We fight for the phone physically, next thing I know know I'm trying to run away outside holding my LO plus the phone and he tried to grab me; falls on top of me and my baby. I didnt noticed at all but my ankle really broke to where th bone popped out. (Which was a fracture) All of this happened because I caught him cheating and he wouldn't admit it, I did a lot for him of the course of our relationship and more. For the times we had sex, I'm glad to find out I'm not pregnant.

I feel embarrassed I didn't have the strength to leave, I'm upset on how he made me feel all the time yet I still forgave and tried to see hope for change. He broke me,down in so many ways I'm not sure how I still managed to show a smile or talk today..For now I'm trying to stay strong for my LO and slowly begin to find who I am again.