I feel like such a shitty fucking person I am an adult now but when I was a child (10-13?) I used to kill my animals when I didn’t want them anymore, I had fish and I put them in a bag and killed them with a hammer 😭. I had a hamster and I drowned him with my friend 😭... I immediately regretted both of the times I did this but I was just so impulsive and I don’t know why I still think about it I was such a stupid child and I don’t want to live with myself knowing I did that but I can’t change the past 😭😭😭

*Update* I do actually have other pets now, I saved 2 sick kittens a few months ago and I love them with all my heart as well as I adopt old dogs who don’t get adopted often, I’ve grown out of killing animals and I’ve never even thought of hurting my animals now. I’m also expecting my first baby in July.