So hurt and confused. Feel like all my dreams are down the drain. I love him & he loves me...but at 44 he still hasn't stopped with the multiple partners. Two years together and I shldnt be "embarrassed" at the gyn office. Esp when we're trying to have a baby. After all the I'm buggin and it's always something with u... he's quiet now that proof came from my follow up gyn appt. smdh. He hasn't apologized yet but tells me he loves me🙄 If ur man enough to do the dirt u shld be man enough to admit ur shit and say ur sorry!!! At first he was like I'm his only partner. I told him two faithful ppl can't give each other stds.....🙄🙄crickets. I'm too old and tired of the b.s I guess I just wanted to vent. Btw we've known each other since high school. My best friend.😔