Miscarriage struggles

Hi ladies, sorry just been struggling since I had my miscarriage a month ago. I was 6 weeks so quite early but have been really struggling. I bled for a week after and my partner and I started trying the week after I stopped bleeding. (Probably silly on my part) following that I rally convinced myself I was having early pregnancy symptoms took a few tests and were negative. Today I’ve just got my period and so disheartened because it’s another reminder I’m not pregnant. Just wondering anyone else’s experiences and how they are coping post miscarriage? I think my partner is getting fed up of my constant moans and obsession with being pregnant again.. nobody really gets it’s and just feel like I can’t go through this constant obsession with trying to get pregnant and move on and see what happens. Sorry ladies just didn’t know who else to speak to about this. Xx