I just wanted to share my story to help anyone who is going through something similar to this!

My ex boyfriend mentaly and physically abused me. At the beginning he was loving boyfriend without jealousy and anger issues but that didn’t last for long. He made me feel worthless and stupid, made me believe that everything was my fault. He was really jealous and made me end friendship of 5 years just because he didn’t have enough attention. He hurt me in so many ways, manipulated me into thinking i was nothing without him. He used to tell me that I was ugly and stupid. He constantly thought that i was cheating on him (i never thought about someone else..). I was not allowed to have male friends. When things weren’t going how he wanted he used to yell at me, push me and grab my hands soo hard and rough even though I cried how much it hurt. I was mentally at my worst. I was scared to left him because he told me he’ll told everyone how I’m a slut who cheated and he’ll spred rumors so no one will talk to me again. We had an argument and he broke my phone (thank God i had glass screen protector.) I cried every night because of him. I realised this abuse can only get worse and that person I fell in love at the beginning don’t exist, this is his real self. I needed to find courage to leave this toxic relationship. I was going through hell for almost year and half. I wish him the best and hope his soul will find happiness even though he put me through such dark time. I’m trying to find, love and value myself again. I know things will get better eventually. ❤️