Hey so

My boyfriend suffers from seasonal depression and this last winter it was bad. I of course was always there for him because I care for him. I made sure he ate, he took care of himself, etc. For a while he wouldn’t want to talk to me like he used to so he’d be quiet. We’ve been dating fro 2 years and we love each other very much! His depression “ended” (lol like it was a free trial) recently because we took a trip to Peru. Now I am very stressed because of college (i’m a premed biochem major lmao real bad) and I have a lot going on and sometimes I just feel like crying and I feel like losing my mind. I need him to be there for me, but I feel like he is not? Whenever I talk about feeling anxious or scared he would just tell me a solution to the problem I already know. For example I spilled a little bit of water over my macbook and I was freaking out about it and he said “we’ll just go to the apple store” Like i know we will but right now I need someone to hold me down.

Maybe i suck at communicating?

Maybe he sucks at reading my emotions?

Maybe it’s both?

I just cant stand this feeling of being alone when I was always there for him when he was going through that time of the year.

What should I do?