I started provera 3 days ago, to restart my cycle. I have 2 days left. Then I start my second round of clomid. I have PCOS and had my first natural cycle in 11 months in January. We have not been trying, not prevent for 2 years, and we just started actively trying this year. So I went shopping with my stepmom and I found this adorable frame, journal, and wall decor. My husband says I'm getting my hopes up, and doesn't want to see me hurt. (He is super excited about being a dad, hes picked two names, and wants a girl). I only told my husband about the journal. And he told me that I'm getting ahead of myself. I wanted to get a few things as I go to make him a little present when I find I have a BFP. Am I getting ahead of myself and going to cause my own fall? Am I crazy?

I have been finding stuff on clearance (I love a good clearance sale) I've paid $10 total for all three items.