My husband and I have been wanting a baby for the past five years. We have gone to the doctor and they haven’t been able to find anything wrong. So far our infertility is unexplained. It has been a hard and long journey. Every pregnancy announcement has made me break down in tears and has made me jealous, angry, discouraged and questioning the goodness of God. I try to stay strong and keep my mind occupied. But things always bring me back to wanting a baby. Shortly after we moved, I found out my sister in law was pregnant. I honestly cried. It was so hard for me to find out she was pregnant knowing that I want to be pregnant so badly. A day before Valentines Day I found out my younger sister is pregnant and to top it off the next day I get a call from my older brother telling me that his wife is pregnant too!!! I lost it. I felt like I cried for two days straight. 😭😭 My family has been able to get pregnant so easily that it makes me so jealous and angry. All I do is cry. I don’t know what else to do. I ask God Why?!? Why us?!?! Why can’t we have a baby?!?! I have had the dream of wanting to be a mom ever since I was little. At this point I wish this desire would just go away. It hurts way to much. 😭😭 my heart breaks every month. 💔💔