Ok so I have one girl who’s 9 years old soon and a son who is 5 years old soon from pervouis marriage. I met someone in 2015 and we married Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> 2018. My now husband at first didn’t want babies as yet but now for the past few weeks say a month he says it nearly everyday and tells me not to eat the pill... the thing is I don’t know why am so scared and anxious to get pregnant and have a baby I have done it twice before and I have thought about it. Just so scared and nervous... anyone been in similar emotions and is it hard with 3 both my kids are in school