Probably a dumb question but..

I am 12 dpo today. I’ve had 2 miscarriages before, and each time I found out I was pregnant I took a test at night and got my bfp. I waited until the day of my

missed period each time too, but I took a test today and yesterday and they were negative. I used fmu but is it possible that my evening urine is better than fmu? I’m probably just grasping for straws at this point. I feel pregnant. 😞