I feel like I want to stop ttc.

I’m sick of obsessing over every little thing. I’m sick of temping and testing for ovulation. I’m sick of having no romance left in the bedroom. I’m sick of seeing everyone else around me get pregnant. I’m sick of people telling me to be patient and not worry so much about it. I’m sick of being depressed.

I’m 31 years old with no children. I have anxiety which makes it hard not to obsess over every little change in my body. I just want a baby. Why is it so much harder for me than it is for everyone I know? It’s not fair. I just want to be happy again.