11dpo. I know I'm not supposed to give up before AF shows.... but I really thought I would be pregnant before our due date comes.

And our close friend and roommate keeps cheering us on and trying to be funny and light and supportive by saying "go make me my nieces and nephews!" Whenever she knows were in our fertile cycle (easy to know with all the ovulation tests in the trash)...

But I really thought that I would be pregnant by now. It hurts. My first miscarriage was conceived on accident, my second on the second month ttc... now here i am 7 months later still not pregnant.