LONG POST

We been trying for years. We did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> last year for the first time after finding our his numbers are low. We had a successful one on the first try. However we lost it at 7 weeks. We started trying again end of December. He has always been so excited and supportive. Last month I thought for sure he would want to skip because be was hurt and we been gone alot and I ovulated early so it ment doing an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> on an already busy day. He didnt. He was admit we do it and keep trying.

Then this month. He says nothing about not doing an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> or anything. I mean hell even last night at 3am we were talking to one of his friends and he was so enthusiastic and then when my test comes back positive 3 days early he is all of a sudden not okay with it and wants to stop completely. Then he for mad at me when I got upset that he wanted until the day of my positive test to say anything! And he was going off on how I'm pressuring him and I'm not letting us live our best life and what not. It was completely out of nowhere. I got upset and went to leave. I made it to the car before he messaged me and told me crash rates for higher for emotional women and I shouldnt drive. I basicly said I didnt care and I was perfectly fine to drive. Anyway before I was able to leave he messaged me and told me to make the appointment but he would he resentful he has to go (not that he would be a dad)

This is our last <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> cycle before we have to look at other options. We compromised and said if this one doesnt work we can take a break before moving forward with another plan. He is saying clearly we weren't ment to be parents since we lost the first one and have not succeeded since. I'm honestly so overwelmed and confused. How can he be so excited about being a dad and so on board only 9 hrs ago. I think he is only doing this because it's the weekend and that means we have to drive 40 minutes to the Seattle clinic instead of the one 2 minutes from our house. Opinions welcomed.