I had an ectopic pregnancy in October 2018, I had a methotrexate shot and the my right tube removed with baby inside at 8 weeks pregnant. 6 weeks after I had a light 6 day bleed, then 5 weeks after that a 5 day light bleed and now 7 weeks after that nothing, no period, I had done pregnancy tests last week that came back negative however doubt I would be anyway as my partner won’t have sex with me anymore let alone want to try to conceive. It’s really getting me down I’m

Desperate to try again but he won’t, we are under slot of stress financially at the moment so that’s his excuse, I’m eating so much food I’m piling on the pounds, I reckon these two factors could have effected my periods oh n also I were drinking alcohol every day after my surgery but have stopped three weeks ago now with just the odd glass of wine. Today iv been getting a real horrid shooting pain in my lower left side where my pubic hair is (that low down not sure what u call that area) it comes n goes n I’m panicking something is wrong. I don’t even know what I want people to tell me I just feel better venting my issues on on here as I don’t have anyone else to talk to. I had a meltdown last night with my partner about baby b and he just doesn’t cry or get upset( he’s a funeral director so he shuts himself off) which makes me feel worse like he doesn’t care but I know he does,he’s the only one I open up but I feel I can’t now as I’m becoming obsessed with calendar watching and wanting to be pregnant it’s getting unbearable. Any one got any thoughts or comments or similar experiences?!?