And I just looked in the mirror and nearly burst into tears. This is my second baby, and I can't remember every feeling this unattractive while I was pregnant with my first (same gender). Sure I was heavy and uncomfortable, but I still looked good. Everything about this pregnancy has been harder, and I've not even had any serious issues... I look absolutely awful 😭 I'm huge and disgusting and unattractive. I've never cared about how I look before, but seeing myself in the mirror tonight makes me want to lock myself in my room and not leave until I'm in labour and have to go to the hospital.

I don't know if my OH walking in to the room and calling me beautiful made it better or worse 😭 I know he means it, but I don't feel it and I don't feel like he can see me properly right now.