Had my abortion Friday I got the surgical suction. It was painful but short procedure. I was groggy after and cramps the rest of the day that got better. But today I went out and saw kids and infants at the store and I did everything not to cry but when I got home I cried for almost a hour and I feel so confused and hate myself and all I want is my baby. But my life was not life for a child and I wanted to spare my child the pain and struggle I went through and still am going through. At 20 years old I'm heartbroken and questioning my life and I'm confused. My little one was just over 8 weeks and was suppose to be born 4 days before my 21st birthday. So it's hurting me in every way possible. I miss my baby