boy dramas!!!

So cliche! But boys suck, I always get the ones that leave and it ends up making me feel disgusting, this guy has recently told me he wants to stop talking because I’m toxic but I have major self esteem issues so my thoughts keep jumping to the conclusions that I’m not pretty/ good enough. My friends have been saying fuck him he’s a dick but honestly he was really kind and he did put up with my episodes and like what he has said really hurt me but like I generally miss him like he told my friend he still cares. Should I give him space or try and reason with him :( I hate feeling this way :(