Am I All Alone

My time is running out. I’ll be 43 in April & we’ve been trying for #2 for over a year. I’m just wondering if I’m insane for doing this, or if there are others? And if so, how did it turn out for you? Would you ever do this without an U/S? I hate insurance companies. They cover birth control so why won’t they help all of us who have had a different path where it hasn’t always been easy to just pop babies out. ❤️🙏🏻