Some time ago, I accidentally got pregnant by a guy who already had a kid. He told me I needed to “take care of it” because he wasn’t going to be raising another baby. I thought about aborting and then lost the baby very early on in the pregnancy. I feel like that was Gods punishment for me. And now that I am actively trying to conceive, I can’t seem to get pregnant. And I think about it so much. I regret ever letting him get to my head and I regret considering abortion.