9 days late, bfns

This is what drives me insane. 9 days late, still getting negatives. Stop playing with me body. And I'm having all sorts of symptoms. Obvious things like nausea like no ones business, and more personalized to me like the fact I got a cold sore. Last time I had one was shortly after having my son. Before that, when I was pregnant I got them a few times. Before that, not since I was a child. I know pregnancy doesnt cause cold sores but it's pretty coincidental that last time I got them, I was pregnant.

I'm just hoping this post like kick starts my af or something. Me getting my hopes up or sharing that I think I might be usually gets it going 🙄 Its been 3 years. We just want a second child 😭