I can’t help it

My baby’s father and I aren’t together anymore after a five year relationship. He lives with his mom 1,000 miles away and I’m just here alone with our unborn son. Him and I don’t really talk much but This pregnancy is definitely starting to take over both my body and emotions! It’s his first child too and He’s not here to experience any of this. So this morning, he’s waking up to audio clips of me farting