I'm so over it. The first year TTC I would spend too much money on tests and post them here thinking I'd see something. Then these last 6 months it's turned into total indifference. I'm numb now when AF shows up. For the record yes we've seen fertility specialists. I check out, he's on Clomid to boost count. I'm not willing to risk 20k on <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> that could very well be a waste and be even more heartbroken and numb, I'm just not going there. All I can do now is shrug. I'm ready to give up. There is so much more to life...there really is. All the best to you.