Regretful

My OBGYN suggested I go off of the pill to help regulate my periods again. I started having two full blown periods a month out of nowhere and before my periods were finally regulated to once a month. I was on the pill for 4 years. It’s been a month and all of my PCOS symptoms are coming back full swing. It’s never been this bad. I wish I’d never gone off my BC. I feel the lowest of the low right now with PCOS.