So fed up with my body.

I am in so much pain. Lower back ache and pelvis pain. I was having consistant 3 min apart contractions for 45 mins. Super painful... hard to breath through. (Radiating in my lower back and front my uterus along with a diarrhea cramping feeling)

They ended up slowing down and coming to a stop.

Now I still have the back ache but no uterus hardenings and when I do they are still painful but not consistant.

I feel like bawling my eyes out.. I'm miserable and in pain, but I know because there is no consistency anymore this isnt probably the real deal and they won't keep me. Plus hospital is over an hour away.

I don't know what to do anymore. I have had so much prodominal labor I am just miserable and doubt myself on everything.

Btw I am 37 weeks.