Okay, where do I begin? I've been dating this man for about 7 months now and he is the most sweetest and amazing guy I've ever met. We met through mutual friends and when we first went out on our first date, we hit it off really well. We moved really fast because after a week, he said that he loved me. And about a week and a half after that, I said that I loved him. LITERALLY we pulled a huge ass Ariana/Pete move lol. Every since then, it's really been genuine love from there. We've talked about marriage, having a family and every thing that deals with the future. We're both serious about it and each other.

However, I'm not really sure if I'm the problem in the relationship. I really am not sure why, but I always have this feeling that I'm not good enough. Whenever he says "I love you" lately, I just can't help but to question it. We've never really had a fight, sure some bickering but nothing really serious. He's always admitted to saying that he loves me a lot, but won't show it. With that, I mean that he's more of a talker, than showing with action. It didn't bother me at first, but it's just I feel like he never wants to be serious with me, as in talking wise.

We do have a few moments where we'll have deep conversations. But, whenever I try to ask about marriage or kids or any thing in the future to make sure I'm not pressuring him, he never really answers my questions and just jokes around. It also feels like he never listens to what I feel about him doing certain stuff and it just feels like he doesn't care about me. I'm at the point in the relationship where I feel like he just says stuff to me to make me happy, but not really mean it. It just makes me so anxious.

I don't know what to make of it. He's really one of the few things that make me happy. I've been feeling worthless more than ever because of both family and drama issues. I just can't stop crying about my boyfriend and I just feel like I'm just over analyzing every thing.