So theres this guy ive been talking to. He goes to my school. Hes the year above, year 12. We have seen eachother around but never talked. Hes gorgeous. Probably the best looking guy me and alot of girls have seen at the school. So one day we started messaging me, i dont think ive been more excited. So we started talking, he didnt rly know who i was bc we started messaging based off my instagram photos which all had filters and makeup on. But we decided to facetime to just show who i was. We had the best calls, from 5 til 12 in the morning, every night. We got along so well, and we were both keen and established that. He had a witty way of flirting, he would play really hard to get and reject me but then it would always be a joke and he would make up for it by actually flirting and tellinf me what he feels, and he made me feel special when be would. I dont think ive felt that excited about anyone in a long time. I really liked everything about him.

Anyways,

He finally saw me at school for the first time where i wasnt looking as good because i had no makeup on and hair up. But he still liked me.

So he told me he doesnt think he could develop anything if we hadnt hung out in person. Which was fair enough. So we decided to yesterday.

We spent two hours together as he needed to get home at a certain time. He drove a distance to see me. I thought everything was going well, he would randomly stare into my eyes and have a huge smile, i felt something strong at these points. It wasnt the best day for me, i had a hard morning so i was thinking about alot which made me more nervous. But i still felt like we had a connection. I thought he felt it too.

When he had to leave, he gave me a hug and told me he would talk to me about everything that night.

So i waited and waited and he still didnt text me for hours.

I decided to message him ans ask if hes still interested.

He pretty much went on to say he would rather be friends as he didnt feel comfortable to go any further, and he said he wasnt interested anymore and he doesnt rhink he ever would be interested again.

This all hit me so hard.

I didnt know what i did. I thought he felt something when he looked into my eyes.

Im just so distraught that i lost an amazing person. All because im me.

What is everyone’s thoughts on this situation?