love:(

au

i’ve had a couple love issues in the past and about 6 months ago me and my ex broke up and he just immediately moved on and it broke my heart, we were only dating for about 8 months but he was the only person i truly and completely opened up to then he broke up with me 3 times in 2 weeks. the last couple weeks before it ended it, it looked like all he wanted to do is sexual stuff and i kept saying no and all he would do is beg and then i found out he was talkin to other girls. i still think about it so much and i’ve gotten with other guys but idk i feel like i’ve lost a part of myself and it feels almost impossible to even give another guy a chance because there’s this mental block that i can’t get around. i just want to completely move on and be happy. idk if this happens to girls typically but if anyone did i would rly appreciate it if someone told me how they got through times like this:( i feel so worthless and just sad all the time. i’m kind of in a slump and i can’t figure out how to get out of it.