Needed support / motivation

I’m 3 days late but I don’t want to take a pregnancy test because I’ve been trying for the past year in a half to get pregnant and every end of the month I just have my hopes high and as soon as I see my results it crashes me down and makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me . 😔

Truthfully I don’t even know what else I can do to make this process easier and faster ☹️