So my friend owed me $7 and me being a poor 14 year old I was I said to her she should pay me back and she only had money on a card, her idea was to buy me a vibrator for my birthday. I said that’s fine since I wanted one cause a girl gets those urges.

So a day before my birthday(Tuesday 02,12) it comes in the mail for her and she tells me it came in, on my birthday which was the 13th of this month, we are in school and I go to the spot we hang it and she gives it to me discreetly, stuffing it in my bag

It’s a part of the school that is in our grade wing but kinda separated from classes besides the therapist office that is across from us

This is not related but I wanted a adults opinion on this, so I recently discovered that I feel uncomfortable when people call me a she, so I’m non binary at the moment so I can collect myself without having labels, and I told my mom this.

I feel like she is disappointed in me or embarrassed about what I feel comfortable with and what I chosen to be called(they/them)

I wanted to tell my teachers what I would like for them to address me as and I told my mom, she proceeded to yell/ loudly told me that they don’t need to know.

I should be talking to my therapist about this but I’m honestly scared so maybe telling people on the internet will give me less of an anxiety attack.. sorry for the long post, I just needed to get it off my chest