I was hoping so much for a baby boy (have a girl already), my obgyn said that it looks like a boy a few days ago. But today I had an NT scan and the tech said she thinks it’s a girl. I am almost 13 weeks now and I know that it’s still early to tell anything. But mostly I feel so guilty and absolutely ungrateful for stressing over the gender when I need to be happy and excited that the baby is healthy.

Just needed to vent. I tell everyone I don’t care about the gender but it turned out I do... And I am ashamed to share this feeling with my husband or family...