Okay, so I know that a lot of you have been trying for a long time or this is your rainbow baby, and I'm super happy for you that you've been able to get pregnant or pregnant again. However, that's not me. We were trying for 3 months, and I figured, even though I'm perfectly healthy, that maybe I can't have kids. Both my husband and I went back and forth on whether or not we wanted any. We decided that we did a bit more than we didn't, and thought we'd leave it up to fate, so we started having more sex when I knew I was ovulating. Now I'm 11 weeks along, and sometimes I feel like I want to be able to drink again more than I want this baby. I'm not going to terminate the pregnancy or anything, considering that we did this on purpose. However, it still doesn't feel real, and a glass of wine is definitely real.