I'm trying so hard not to stress over this but its sooooo hard!!! I just got my IUD out a month ago so I honestly have no idea what my cycle is supposed. According to my chart, I should have started my period a week ago..... I've had symptoms that could be pregnancy but I also know my uterus hates me and there is no way I got pregnant in the 1st month..... I've taken 3 pregnancy tests in the last week all negative. I know its early but I hate waiting.... I just need to know! Preggo or period! My body needs to figure out what the hell it's doing. This is baby number 2 after going through 4 years of infertility to get my 1st. I keep telling myself I'm super happy with my 1 and if I don't get pregnant with 2, no big deal..... but now that I'm in it, I want this so bad! Why can't this shit be easier emotionally?

Ok, rant done..... I'm glad I have therapy tomorrow....