I don’t know why I’m venting on here but I’m a little irritated.

I had a miscarriage 3 weeks ago and today would have been my 8 week check up but instead we changed it to a miscarriage check up.

I literally show up 20 minutes early like they ask, waited 15 minutes for the receptionist to get off the phone with I.T. Waited another 15 minutes to be shown to a room. Nurse took my blood pressure and send the midwife in.

She shakes my hand,asks how I’m doing and says my husband and I can try again right away if we want to and then she let us leave.

I’m just annoyed, I feel like it was such a waste of time an energy. She didn’t even check me or anything. It was so painful to be in there seeing all the pregnant women and mommies with their new babies for checkups.

It was a reminder that I was still sad 3 weeks later...