I know we all feel this way at some point, oh look another social media post of a pregnant friend or family member. I’m in my early 20s, ttc for 3 years with 2 chemical pregnancies. Absolutely have tried nearly everything under the sun from vitamins, supplements, preseed, progesterone suppositories (I have low levels) and still nothing.. once hubby gets semen analysis we will be seeing a specialist. BUT point is, my best friend is already on her third baby, and the rest of my friend group all has babies like it’s not even difficult. Another dear friend texted me last night sending me her BFP, she was not trying, isn’t ready to have a child, was on the birth control shot, and the list goes on... seeing her two lines made me so happy yet so broken, I want those two lines. I want to not squint my eyes each month wondering if I have a faint line or if I’m just going bat sh*t crazy.. I was at target two days ago and caught myself wandering down the baby aisle looking at clothes and car seats and didn’t even catch myself for a bit😭 I’ve never had a talent or some career I knew I was made to do, but I’ve always been certain I was made to be a mother. And I know my time will come but it feels like an eternity.. anyways, I know this is normal and I know I’m not alone. I know there’s tons and tons of you thinking the same things I am right now. I’m doing the best I can to keep my chin up and to focus on right now, and I’m saying some prayers that you can too❤️❤️❤️