I'm trying really hard not to be a bitter Betty or negative Nancy but I'm so tired seeing everyone around me announce their pregnancies. I really do want to be happy for them but I'm finding it hard. We have been trying to conceive for 2 years with an RE for the last one year and miscarried in November. My coworker just announced she got pregnant unexpectedly without trying. It seems everywhere I look someone else is newly pregnant and my heart just keeps breaking. I want my angel baby I want my rainbow baby .... I want a freaking baby. In my TWW now but know if I do get that BFP it's going to be a pregnancy full of fear and anxiety that we miscarry again.