Can’t help but be jealous

My sister in law and have been pregnant at the same time, only 2 weeks apart (She’s ahead of me). This is her first pregnancy and my second. Her pregnancy has been a breeze for her and she said she’s “loved it”. On the other hand, I suffer with Hyperemesis Gravidarum and was in the ER 10-15 times up until week 16, horrible sciatic and pelvic pain, not sleeping, heartburn, stretch marks, severe itching in my last few weeks(not ICP) and been the l&d 4 times in the last week for “early labor” and false alarms.

We both have the same doctor (she wanted him because I had him). She’s being induced tonight and I can’t help but be jealous😪 I know my turn will come, but it feels like i have forever to go.

Sorry to be whiny, I just felt like this entire pregnancies have been a competition and she has won at everything