Am I crazy?

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Ok please someone tell me they understand what I'm trying to get at....I feel like the past couple days something is off.. I want to think I might be pregnant, but I thought that the last 5 or 6 months and all i got was a BFN. I really want to have a second child right now but I also dont want my husband and I ttc become the subject of our lives. Today I've been feeling a little nauseous. And super tired. When I got out of the shower earlier I noticed thick white discharge also. I know discharge is normal regardless of what stage in menstruation but I'm 5 days away from my af coming and I'm just PRAYING it doesn't.

I guess my question is, have any of you had random, creamy, white discharge before you got your bfp??