Why?!

So everytime i had my eye on a man i found REALLY attractive, it always ended up with him having something so dissapointing. Example; One time i liked a guy for almost a year, when i finally started dating him turns out he kissed really really bad, so that was a big turn off. Another time i met a guy while out, started dating, turns out he has a micro penis, that he would even joke about, so sex with him was uneventfull. Another really handsome guy i've been eyeing for some time at a coffeeshop i frequent, asked me for my number.. i was happy when he finally did. We started texting and talking, but the more i talked to him, the more i noticed he has the personality of a 13yo teenage boy, when he's in fact 33yo. So that was really dissapointing and a turn off. Now i have a man in my life that "looks" like my perfect man, treats me like a princess, has a great personality, but we are not dating yet. I'm so afraid he will have something that will be a dissapointment or a turn off, only because of my bad experiences. Have any of you ladies experienced something similar? I can't be the only one! LOL Oh and yeah, i've been with guys that have been maybe less attractive but that were great in all other departments, so i know when you love someone they will become attractive in your eyes.. but that's not what i'm talking about right now 😊