Ok I’m only 4 weeks pregnant I just found out about 11dpo so 3 days ago and the past few days for me have been outta wack! My emotions are all over the place ! I’m crying one minute and angry ready to take on the whole world the next 😩😢😢🤦🏾‍♀️ I’m so ashamed that I’m pregnant. I have 3 toddlers 2 in diapers still and I work a full time job ! Was in a very abusive relationship awhile ago and it took a really huge toll on me physically and mentally! I lost over 50lbs due to stress and just lost my self esteem all around! Well things started to turn around for me not to long ago I kicked jack ass to the curb and finally started living for me and my kids ... well mommas need a life too right so after a year of being alone and just focusing on me and my babies I found someone very special to me he loves me to death and he so great with my babies they adore him 🥰😩 well 3 days ago I found out I’m pregnant and I totally lost my shit I feel I’m mentally depressed nd just expecting the worst I’m lashing out on him and screaming at the top of my lungs I’m just being a complete bitch And I feel so bad because he’s so happy and so genuine I’m just really scared and my emotions are on a high rn any mommies preggo with a 4th and can relate and give any advice idk where to turn rn I’m so confused