Denial (pls read)

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I’ve been in denial with this topic for a week now , but I think it’s not worth it anymore. I met this guy and we became friends, I considered him really mature and honest, always spoke his mind. I developed a crush for him, but he was with a gf so I didn’t do or say anything. This January he ended the relationship and we start hanging out more, over a week ago we hooked up and he asked if I wanted to be his fuckfriend, I totally agree bc first of all he was being honest about what he wanted, second I trusted him and third I missed sex. I thought it would be like friends with benefits Hollywood shit and trust me I was fine with the idea.

We did it last Monday , and we talk afterwards, and laugh, everything was fine.

Later that day not a single text, and until now, not a peep....

He was pretending to be my friend so he can fuck me bc I was the first suitable and more easy option after he broke up,

So now , nothing , he vanished.

I don’t know how I feel...