I just need to rant please don’t Judge

I told husband no sex because my period is on and I can sense my PH is off. 7 days goes by and my period is coming to an end. I told him I am not ready for sex ( PH is still off) . When my ph is off I don’t have sex and I have to do the necessary things to balance it. So I take a shower and he says everything that I want to hear...including let’s TTC. 🤬So wth we start making love and it’s getting good to me.. Then he fucking stops and starts making excuses: i want to change the music, so he changes the music to some rnb shit that I really don’t want to hear. So we cuddle for like 30 seconds and Then i literally can hear him snoring. So tears just start flowing off my face onto his chest as he’s snoring. 1. Because I feel stupid and embarrassed 2. I should’ve just let my body heal and not give him what he wants, even though I wanted to

So I get up, to wipe my tears then to pee and clean my lady parts. He wakes up like: have u been playing with your self lately ? I say wtf no, he says oh u were feeling a little loose 🤬.

*At this point I’m like whatever ur about to say a whole bunch of weak excuses as to why u stopped fucking me. just fucking say I smell and my PH is off*** I was expecting to hear “ have you been fucking around??” But I guess he stopped himself

He goes on and say other shit like : r u still on your period, etc etc.

Eventually I shut down and turn away, like 30 minutes go by and he says the real reason why I stopped is because of the odor. And I’m sure he was trying to be as respectful as he could but I felt Attacked, humiliated. Because I told u fucking no. He then explains how he apologizes if he came off disrespectful and apologizes for not considering my body’s needs and only being selfish and lustful. (It was a long talk but I don’t have the time to type )

Long story short he asked what we can do to get health PH level balanced and I said leave my body alone and let me make my suppositories and detox my body ( I hate taking medication so I make my own remedies ..that work )

I know this story sounds ridiculous