So basically I have a bad fear of rejection and I feel like I can’t be “bold” and talk to guys because I feel like they won’t feel the same way and I’ll just embarrass myself like when I really like someone I just can’t tell them and I just yearn for somebody to love and care for me and I know you may say I don’t need somebody but I do and I really want to have that certain person in my life but I just can’t express myself