8 weeks pregnant

I am staying away from the scale because I’ve not been a fan of it my whole life. I was a pretty chunky kid and I think it just made me have a rough view of myself even into adulthood, even though I’ve always been a pretty average weight from around middle school on. Now with all of this bloating and gross feeling all the time I just feel so...blah. And unattractive. I feel like I eat 24/7 but I have had the all day nauseousness for about a week now. Haven’t thrown up yet🤞🏼but I feel sick from the time I wake up until I go to sleep. And the only thing that helps is if I basically keep my stomach full all the time.😭the struggle is real.