I’d like to consider myself mentally strong, but since getting pregnant with baby number 2 I feel like my emotions get the best of me. Sometimes I’m irrational, but most of the time I am legit upset about things for a good reason. I don’t have much of a support system but I feel like I freely give support when needed. I don’t feel like I’m getting that back and it hurts. I’m going through hell at the moment mentally and I want to just reach out to someone but they don’t listen or are preoccupied or whatever the case may be. It really makes me feel like shit. Even my husband seems like he has no time or want to be there for me which hurts a lot. I don’t know what to do but I’ve cried over it so much that I’m just done. I am so hurt that I want to shut off and just not let anyone in, which I know will cause more issue bottling it up. But I am literally hurt every time I try and open up and someone ignores me. Idk how to be my own support system. Idk if it’s even possible to just rely on yourself. Idk what to do and I feel like I’m at a dead end and I just feel a little resentment towards my friends and family since I’ve been there for them but they aren’t returning the favor when I’m in need.