How do I do it ? How do I motivate myself ? I feel stuck. So much in me has changed that every time I see myself in the mirror I get disappointed. Today I woke up and was just done with myself and couldn’t even get up from bed. I’ve let myself go and I don’t know how to stop it. I compare myself all the time with other women on the internet. They’re so perfect and I’m not. They have the perfect skin, perfect body and perfect life. I went from weighing 125/130 lbs to 160. I went from wearing size 3 jeans to 13 !! I feel so disgusted with myself. My arms are huge, my belly is flabby. My emotional health has been crazy too, my anxiety has been through the roof. Due to so much unhealthy eating and emotional distraught my face has broke out, I’ve had the worst acne now that I’m 26 years old that I ever did when I was a teen 😭 acne is going away but I’m stuck with a few scars. How do I gain my confidence back? I know I have to make changes but I can’t !! I don’t know how to start. Last night was the last straw, I was head over heels for a guy and he seemed to be into me too But I’ve noticed a few things on his IG. He follows this one girl in particular in ALL social media, he likes all her stuff and shows interest. I lurked on her page and compared myself to her. This girl is beautiful ! This girl is everything I want to look like. Now I know why he likes her so much. That just broke me down even more, I woke up this morning so done with it all ! I don’t want to be this way anymore. I’m done being sad I’m done feeling ugly. I’m done feeling pity for myself. I unfollowed this guy and I’m done trying to look “good” for him. I want to make a change for ME ! I want to feel better for ME ! I need motivation I need some type of encouragement I don’t know how to start.