Trying to remain calm

So yesterday I went to the dr and had some bloodwork done for food allergies and found out I was pregnant! It is exciting news since we’ve been trying to conceive for a while now.

However today I woke up cramping and bleeding. I have a drs appt in a few hours but it feels so far away and I’m trying not to freak out. I just feel like I’ve had something I’ve been waiting for for so long get taken away from me. I’m trying to stay positive and hope my baby is a strong survivor. I know I’m not far along at all, but still I already love my baby more than words can say. I just want everything to be alright.