So I’m kinda not sure what’s goin on with my bf (though not exactly officially) he’s got a lot goin on right now today he turned him self in and last night signed up for a rehab center but up until the last few days he’s been talking bout a future between us he wants my son (I also have a daughter) to play with his nephew some day he introduced me to his mom, he let me jack his favorite beanie (which he said it looked better on me☺️) he’s made comments during sex bout how lucky he is to be with me and he’s told me I was sexy. An he cares bout my pleasure or discomfort (attempted to try anal which iv sore I’d never do an he didn’t make a big deal about us not really getting into it since we didn’t have condoms to have actual sex) he’s was embarrassed the first time we had sex cause I didn’t come. But iv never felt the way I do with anyone else iv been with not even my kids dad, I feel like he’s my “drug” I’m like addicted to being with him from just laying by him to sex an I’m comfortable trying new things with him that iv not been for in the past even the last time he an I were together 10 years ago

This time of him being in jail/ rehab is gonna be hard for me but at the same time good because it will allow me time to get my own shit together after just getting out of a 8 1/2 year relationship