I know it’s super early, but I just can’t help myself. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. Losing my daughter at 12 weeks pregnant and two chemicals after that due to secondary infertility is something I never ever thought would happen to me. It is my daughters do week, and I’m hoping she had a hand in sending me

a healthy rainbow baby.

I’ve been seeing a fertility specialist and I’ve had an HSG done this past month. I have started new meds to help get my autoimmune diseases and blood clotting disorder under control. I feel so different right now, and I’ve just always felt that I would conceive in February since I lost her.